Well... we are licensed foster parents, however we are not taking any kiddos at the moment because we are PREGNANT! Right before we were finished, i found out I was pregnant. I am 21 weeks. Why did I wait so long to announce this you ask? Because I am super duper nervous that something is going to go wrong. I saw the specialist from 5 weeks to 12 weeks, every week. I am on a big cocktail of meds, but went for the anatomy scan today and our little man looks fine! Yep, another little boy! We are excited. It has been a long road to get here, but hopefully it will pay off.
I have been getting my cervix checked every two weeks since I started to dilate with my son at 19 weeks. I got a permanent abdominal cerclage after he was born. So far my cervix is twice as long as it ever was with my previous pregnancy. Which leads me to my next news.... I had a panic attack last week. I started thinking that I felt pressure, and just started to freak out. I actually had to leave work and I went straight to my doctors office to get checked. He actually gave me some anti-anxiety meds just in case I have another panic attack. It is just so weird to be up moving around, going to work, cleaning, etc. I was on bedrest from 19 weeks until 36 weeks with my son, so it is just completely different.
